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Had a bad day
Posted by Zsanna
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10:21 PM
Well, not exactly bad, but not one of those bests either. It all started with last night when Gergő brought up her girlfriend so after listening 30 minutes to some serious "ahhhh ahhhh" I decided to make a breakout with my blanket on my head and make it for Lilla's room... She was a bit surprised when my pillow landed on her head but after 10 minutes she actually realised what was going on. But the thing was, I just couldn't sleep, and the those bloody birds started singing, so I was all annoyed by the end... I thought about Dave and Bálint and how I seriously starting to miss having sex, and then came Vili but I chased it/him away every time with someone else.
So my morning wake up wasn't really good, especially that it wasn't until half past noon that Gergő and his girlfriend got out from bed and I could actually got into my room and go on MSN. I spent my day chatting with Linda (nice to have contact with her again, I always miss her way of speaking, her wiseness, her laugh and her silence), Yannick (still very keen on going sailing) and Bálint. With him I sense that there's something going on, which is strange since we barely speak to each other otherwise. We were doing again something like a funny "cyberflirt" (Ági's term), but then it turned serious and he started telling me about his ex-es, and how he took love very seriously. I think our notions of love just didn't match... Not that I know what my notion of love really is...
Then, of course, Dave called on me which made me nearly jump out of my skin, but a few minutes later Lilla arrived home and I had to leave. I wonder where the conversation would have ended though... The words "if you start liking a girl... you're fucked" keeps coming back to my mind. Maybe this is really just about the desire of being attached to someone, just as Ági says, and I'll get over it sooner or later.
Just before cutting Lilla's hair (yeah, my first haircut ever, if even don't count the one performed on my childhood friend Zsuzsa about some 13 years ago) we made lists: one about how many points Gergő and I got (kissing: 1 pt; kissing+sg more: 3 pts; sex 3 pts), but now Gergő is out, since his relationship is official, so I guess it's just me in the competition right now... the other about guys we would accept to date. Needless to say, mine starts with at least 5 or 6 foreign names...
After watching all the stupid afternoon series (Friends, Knight Rider, 7th Heaven...) Ági arrived, all shiny and good-humoured and happy - she spent her whole day with some Dutch guys, visiting he wonderful Kerepesi Cemetery, eating lángos, etc., so I think she had something close to a perfect day, which made me very happy for her, because she really deserves it. We, and I mean all of us, should have more like these perfect days, because they just fill us with energy and memory for the other gloomy ones.
We had a coffee with Ági's Buddy partner, Susanna at Irish, which was kind of chill out, but all the time my mind was racing and thinking of someone else. When I came back home I wrote Ági an sms saying I feel like missing something, someone, more precisely, should it be Dave or someone else. And, what's more, Gergő's girlfriend's coming over again, so I think I'll spend the night at Lilla'a, again. I think I'll get fed up with this really quickly though...
So my morning wake up wasn't really good, especially that it wasn't until half past noon that Gergő and his girlfriend got out from bed and I could actually got into my room and go on MSN. I spent my day chatting with Linda (nice to have contact with her again, I always miss her way of speaking, her wiseness, her laugh and her silence), Yannick (still very keen on going sailing) and Bálint. With him I sense that there's something going on, which is strange since we barely speak to each other otherwise. We were doing again something like a funny "cyberflirt" (Ági's term), but then it turned serious and he started telling me about his ex-es, and how he took love very seriously. I think our notions of love just didn't match... Not that I know what my notion of love really is...
Then, of course, Dave called on me which made me nearly jump out of my skin, but a few minutes later Lilla arrived home and I had to leave. I wonder where the conversation would have ended though... The words "if you start liking a girl... you're fucked" keeps coming back to my mind. Maybe this is really just about the desire of being attached to someone, just as Ági says, and I'll get over it sooner or later.
Just before cutting Lilla's hair (yeah, my first haircut ever, if even don't count the one performed on my childhood friend Zsuzsa about some 13 years ago) we made lists: one about how many points Gergő and I got (kissing: 1 pt; kissing+sg more: 3 pts; sex 3 pts), but now Gergő is out, since his relationship is official, so I guess it's just me in the competition right now... the other about guys we would accept to date. Needless to say, mine starts with at least 5 or 6 foreign names...
After watching all the stupid afternoon series (Friends, Knight Rider, 7th Heaven...) Ági arrived, all shiny and good-humoured and happy - she spent her whole day with some Dutch guys, visiting he wonderful Kerepesi Cemetery, eating lángos, etc., so I think she had something close to a perfect day, which made me very happy for her, because she really deserves it. We, and I mean all of us, should have more like these perfect days, because they just fill us with energy and memory for the other gloomy ones.
We had a coffee with Ági's Buddy partner, Susanna at Irish, which was kind of chill out, but all the time my mind was racing and thinking of someone else. When I came back home I wrote Ági an sms saying I feel like missing something, someone, more precisely, should it be Dave or someone else. And, what's more, Gergő's girlfriend's coming over again, so I think I'll spend the night at Lilla'a, again. I think I'll get fed up with this really quickly though...
