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Easy like Sunday morning
Posted by Zsanna
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11:12 AM
I started my morning reading Láda Zsuzsi's email beside my breakfast and I have to admit it wasn't those full of optimism type of emails, although I do agree with her in several points. First of all, Zsuzsi, let make one thing clear: I kniow you have already heard my stories about Prague, but the blog is like a constant thing, eg. if we don't meet for weeks or if I'm too lazy to write an email to all whom it may concern.
About Laci, I do agree. I'm tempted to say that "come on, you broke up nearly a YEAR ago now, can't you forget her?" coz if it wasn't for Prague, I guess I'd still be weeping on my pillow. Even when I got back, for a few days I woke up feeling quite depressed in the strictes sense of the word, and I had some serious difficulties reminding myself how good I should feel, etc. And not everyone can have the luck I did, but I also think that - and you have very well said it in that quotation - you have to realise and enjoy the posibbilities that come across, since without a positive attitude you'll never see anything, never get to anywhere. And Laci has his up and downs, thanks to Dorottya, of course, and really, I don't think we can do anything about it until he himself doesn't stop, look around and decide to forget her for good. And believe me Zsuzsi, it's no need and, what's more, no use to force, because you won't get anywhere with it and it'll just end up in having another row with him. Don't think Ági, Noémi and I haven't tried to help him or not trying to do so right now, but it just doesn't work.
And yes, sometimes he's got bad mood, but who doesn't, you do too, it's just that you take this whole thing too seriously. I consider to be a close friend of him (and correct me, Ági, Laci or anyone if I'm mistaken) and I've got a lot of his mood as well like he does from mine, too, but taht's just being friends, I mean part of, I guess. You see, you hurt me sometimes, or better to say, on a few occassions with your negative attitude, but, well, it's just part of it. Really, try not to nagy feneket keríteni a dolognak
Ok, so now the more public part coming up. I'm not really sure about what to write, how to write, coz on one hand it's just my stupid thoughts, on the other hand it's things that happen to me (i know, not a lot of things going on this weekend, but hey, that's why it's called weekend!). So I guess you get a mix of it. Actually I was thinking of sending my blog's URL to Jurgen, the Dutch guy who thinks I'm easy, to make him see how it's exactly the contrary...
Yesterday I tried to check to color of my eyes in the mirror, but as I bent closer they just evaporated :)) So I guess I'll tell my dad to start a contest like in the old Hungarian folktales, saying "the one who can determine the exact shadow of my daughter's eyes may win her heart" :)) The problem is, I doubt anyone would be interested in taking part... :)
My mum is freaking out, doing her usual "i-can-do-three-things-at-the-same-time" and I guess she's expecting something like help... I'm still in my pyjamas though, so I'd better go and do as my Dad always says: "kislányom, kezdjünk el létezni"
About Laci, I do agree. I'm tempted to say that "come on, you broke up nearly a YEAR ago now, can't you forget her?" coz if it wasn't for Prague, I guess I'd still be weeping on my pillow. Even when I got back, for a few days I woke up feeling quite depressed in the strictes sense of the word, and I had some serious difficulties reminding myself how good I should feel, etc. And not everyone can have the luck I did, but I also think that - and you have very well said it in that quotation - you have to realise and enjoy the posibbilities that come across, since without a positive attitude you'll never see anything, never get to anywhere. And Laci has his up and downs, thanks to Dorottya, of course, and really, I don't think we can do anything about it until he himself doesn't stop, look around and decide to forget her for good. And believe me Zsuzsi, it's no need and, what's more, no use to force, because you won't get anywhere with it and it'll just end up in having another row with him. Don't think Ági, Noémi and I haven't tried to help him or not trying to do so right now, but it just doesn't work.
And yes, sometimes he's got bad mood, but who doesn't, you do too, it's just that you take this whole thing too seriously. I consider to be a close friend of him (and correct me, Ági, Laci or anyone if I'm mistaken) and I've got a lot of his mood as well like he does from mine, too, but taht's just being friends, I mean part of, I guess. You see, you hurt me sometimes, or better to say, on a few occassions with your negative attitude, but, well, it's just part of it. Really, try not to nagy feneket keríteni a dolognak
Ok, so now the more public part coming up. I'm not really sure about what to write, how to write, coz on one hand it's just my stupid thoughts, on the other hand it's things that happen to me (i know, not a lot of things going on this weekend, but hey, that's why it's called weekend!). So I guess you get a mix of it. Actually I was thinking of sending my blog's URL to Jurgen, the Dutch guy who thinks I'm easy, to make him see how it's exactly the contrary...
Yesterday I tried to check to color of my eyes in the mirror, but as I bent closer they just evaporated :)) So I guess I'll tell my dad to start a contest like in the old Hungarian folktales, saying "the one who can determine the exact shadow of my daughter's eyes may win her heart" :)) The problem is, I doubt anyone would be interested in taking part... :)
My mum is freaking out, doing her usual "i-can-do-three-things-at-the-same-time" and I guess she's expecting something like help... I'm still in my pyjamas though, so I'd better go and do as my Dad always says: "kislányom, kezdjünk el létezni"
