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I had my first real-friend making experience. Ági got so drunk tonight that I had to take her home, makeher throw up, etc. And for that, I left Dave just like that, without anything, although... Although whatever, who knows. I'm bit still tipsy to finish this blog. He didn't eventually kiss me, he just gave me a kiss on my lips, and that makes me think about my vonzerő seriously. There were other things discussed as well, but I don't feel like talking about it. I don't know what to think about the whole thing, I'm even more mixed up than I was, and it feels shit. I1m trying to catch the 6,38 train, and see how my dad goes nuts after he realizes that I actually went out tonight. the funny thing is, I drank a lot, and I do consider myself drunk now, but when I had to take care about Ági, I was like so alert as if I hadn't drunk anything. :) I wish I could get over this Dave thing though! If it would have been just kissing and having "casual sex", I think it would have been easier. But talking... (even though there are some parts that i don't even remember) was much worse. It was like considering having something with him seriously, which really SHOULD be far from me!!!!

It was good, though... God, I just have to get his put from my head!!!