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Tell the wind not to blow... coz you said so...
Posted by Zsanna
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10:12 PM
Hey hey hey, so much time passed since my last note - it was Sunday, right? Every day I thought about writing but then every day something happened and the blog stopped developping :)Now that I have time and a free computer I'll try to resume my week which indeed has been incredible...
My Sunday and Monday were gloomy, I was homesick for Budapest, my friends, etc... Of course it helped me a lot that I went to havean ice-cream with Fruzsi and Orsi on Easter Monday and I also started to read a really good book by Paulo Coelho. Oh yeah, and we did a bit of "disaster tourism" with my brother. The river Tisza is still about to flood this beautiful city of mine. That's really scary actually, the buildings on the riverbank are all flooded and there are DUCKS swimming in the park... I mean what was a park before... I'm so annoyed I can't volunteer to put sandbags because of my illness, I wish I could do something. It's still getting worse, so we'll see how it goes. Luckily enough, we won't be evacuated but some parts of the city are already seriously damaged. I wish my dad was here, that would be a bit of a moral support for the family but also I'm sure he'd have a lot to say about it.
Wednesday I headed off to the hospital at 7 o clock and got my results by quarter past 9... My right arm is actually prurplish-green (very sexy, I know) because of the blood thing, again. What really annoyed me was that the doctor told me to come back on Monday and not to go to school until I'm on medication... She actually asked me, "Zsuzsanna, what is that important about that school of yours?"... When I came home i suffered my second nervous breakdown since Sunday :) my poor mum had to take all the yelling and crying and stuff. Finally I decided to give shit about the doctor and my weakness and headed to Budapest!!! I couldn't wait to all the friends I have there...
I spent my Thursday home, laughing mostly - did you know laughing can be really tiring? Especially when in Lilla's and Gergő's company... We made up versions for my brother's wedding and names for my future first child; composed an "alternative" poem for Lilla's work at the university with Ági; wrote a list about all the incredible things that happened to us during these few months (I know: in a few weeks we'll have lists all over the place); decided that we were actually living in a workshop and not a flat coz all of us are so creative, etc... I forgot to mention that I met Ákos also and he boosted up my confidence a bit and told me about his trip to Amsterdam ;) Then arrived another friend and they found partners in each other about Fidesz... I decided to keep my mouth shut, that's the best thing to do when talking to someone who supports Fidesz - I think that's the worst thing about the whole party, apart from the fact that the "horde" is following his leader Orbán no matter what he says or does. Hopefully the results won't change with the 2nd round. I wonder what it would be like having the same party for the 2nd period though... I hope they come up with something energetic but effective at the same time but I don't have any illusions either. It's better than Fidesz(and I mean the ideology and the moral background)and that's what matters. A protest vote, you know. I'll vote for them (liberal-social coalition) and skip voting for the (in)famous kétfarkú kutya párt (a fake party that was inventented to make fun of the whole campaign)like I did last time.
On Friday the workshop-thing gained it's real, classical meaning. Gergő left for school, Lilla's boyfriend, Kincsi arrived and the whole flat (workshop, sorry) became chaotic. She had to finish her drawings and plans, she's been up all night and still had a lot to go, so I jumped in and helped writing her name, etc. on the papers, making a collage, taking picture of the drawings... I was never good at making straight lines or sticking things together so my hand shook I was doing the whole thing and I had glue up to my nose. You should have seen us: Kincsi was glueing two sheets of paper together in the living room, I was making the collage in the entré (on the floor, of course, next to empty beer bottles, shoes and flower pots), the kitchen covered with empty dishes and Lilla buried in her papers in her room. Wow. If that's not creativity, what is?! :)
Later on Ági came by and we spent the rest of the day together by basically doing nothing, but still having a good time, getting to know each other even better and making up what she would do when in Szeged for the next time. Some time in the afternoon our little workshop actually turned into a scene from Friends: Zsuzsi came over to visit me, Gergő's friend also stepped in, so it was what the French would call a vrai bordel, everyone talking to everyone, each of us/them feeling comfortable and at home :) It was a perfect afternoon. I thought I would never be able to say something like since I hardly believe in perfect things; but that, right there (and the evening also when we were going to Zöld Pardon) was perfect. The perfectness of life, youth, university life, relationship between people.
We went to see Anima Sound System, but it's just not the same with this new singer Juli - Juci, the last one, was way different and I preferred that.
I'm just back from theater, we went to see this thing called Mechanikus narancs (must be something like Mechanical Orange in English) but it wasn't that good; very strange indeed, and quite boring.
My Sunday and Monday were gloomy, I was homesick for Budapest, my friends, etc... Of course it helped me a lot that I went to havean ice-cream with Fruzsi and Orsi on Easter Monday and I also started to read a really good book by Paulo Coelho. Oh yeah, and we did a bit of "disaster tourism" with my brother. The river Tisza is still about to flood this beautiful city of mine. That's really scary actually, the buildings on the riverbank are all flooded and there are DUCKS swimming in the park... I mean what was a park before... I'm so annoyed I can't volunteer to put sandbags because of my illness, I wish I could do something. It's still getting worse, so we'll see how it goes. Luckily enough, we won't be evacuated but some parts of the city are already seriously damaged. I wish my dad was here, that would be a bit of a moral support for the family but also I'm sure he'd have a lot to say about it.
Wednesday I headed off to the hospital at 7 o clock and got my results by quarter past 9... My right arm is actually prurplish-green (very sexy, I know) because of the blood thing, again. What really annoyed me was that the doctor told me to come back on Monday and not to go to school until I'm on medication... She actually asked me, "Zsuzsanna, what is that important about that school of yours?"... When I came home i suffered my second nervous breakdown since Sunday :) my poor mum had to take all the yelling and crying and stuff. Finally I decided to give shit about the doctor and my weakness and headed to Budapest!!! I couldn't wait to all the friends I have there...
I spent my Thursday home, laughing mostly - did you know laughing can be really tiring? Especially when in Lilla's and Gergő's company... We made up versions for my brother's wedding and names for my future first child; composed an "alternative" poem for Lilla's work at the university with Ági; wrote a list about all the incredible things that happened to us during these few months (I know: in a few weeks we'll have lists all over the place); decided that we were actually living in a workshop and not a flat coz all of us are so creative, etc... I forgot to mention that I met Ákos also and he boosted up my confidence a bit and told me about his trip to Amsterdam ;) Then arrived another friend and they found partners in each other about Fidesz... I decided to keep my mouth shut, that's the best thing to do when talking to someone who supports Fidesz - I think that's the worst thing about the whole party, apart from the fact that the "horde" is following his leader Orbán no matter what he says or does. Hopefully the results won't change with the 2nd round. I wonder what it would be like having the same party for the 2nd period though... I hope they come up with something energetic but effective at the same time but I don't have any illusions either. It's better than Fidesz(and I mean the ideology and the moral background)and that's what matters. A protest vote, you know. I'll vote for them (liberal-social coalition) and skip voting for the (in)famous kétfarkú kutya párt (a fake party that was inventented to make fun of the whole campaign)like I did last time.
On Friday the workshop-thing gained it's real, classical meaning. Gergő left for school, Lilla's boyfriend, Kincsi arrived and the whole flat (workshop, sorry) became chaotic. She had to finish her drawings and plans, she's been up all night and still had a lot to go, so I jumped in and helped writing her name, etc. on the papers, making a collage, taking picture of the drawings... I was never good at making straight lines or sticking things together so my hand shook I was doing the whole thing and I had glue up to my nose. You should have seen us: Kincsi was glueing two sheets of paper together in the living room, I was making the collage in the entré (on the floor, of course, next to empty beer bottles, shoes and flower pots), the kitchen covered with empty dishes and Lilla buried in her papers in her room. Wow. If that's not creativity, what is?! :)
Later on Ági came by and we spent the rest of the day together by basically doing nothing, but still having a good time, getting to know each other even better and making up what she would do when in Szeged for the next time. Some time in the afternoon our little workshop actually turned into a scene from Friends: Zsuzsi came over to visit me, Gergő's friend also stepped in, so it was what the French would call a vrai bordel, everyone talking to everyone, each of us/them feeling comfortable and at home :) It was a perfect afternoon. I thought I would never be able to say something like since I hardly believe in perfect things; but that, right there (and the evening also when we were going to Zöld Pardon) was perfect. The perfectness of life, youth, university life, relationship between people.
We went to see Anima Sound System, but it's just not the same with this new singer Juli - Juci, the last one, was way different and I preferred that.
I'm just back from theater, we went to see this thing called Mechanikus narancs (must be something like Mechanical Orange in English) but it wasn't that good; very strange indeed, and quite boring.
